"The face of death, I want to do a protest; the face of society, I would also like to pay a sincere emotion." Life has entered a countdown to terminal cancer patients in Kunming, "Plum Blossom" write in their blog Under the final wishes of their own.

loss of life fall on the medical ethics

April 22, Kunming bright sunny once again to overcome the death of the success of the "Plum Blossom" lying quietly in bed with a warm feeling. The night before, her body almost complete cessation of function, in the efforts of health care workers and family, she returned to consciousness this morning. Although the doctor told her not to say more, but the "Plum Blossom" still insists on an interview, because she would like to have their own experience to tell you that to help more people avoid the same injury.

"Plum Blossom" by cancer for breast cancer , as long as the early detection of this disease early surgery, the treatment of post-operative norms, the overall therapeutic effect is currently very good, but the "plum" is the condition she was in a hospital for treatment delay in Kunming, and ultimately the transfer of cancer cells the body can not heal. In March 2007, the 44-year-old "plum" in the Chinese Academy of Medical Sciences Beijing Cancer Hospital and diagnosed with breast cancer received surgery after surgery she returned to Kunming, a cancer hospital undergoing chemotherapy, it seems that conditions in the step step-by-step improvement. In January 2008, "Plum Blossom" feel that their condition has deteriorated, the body is very comfortable, she came to the hospital three times before and after, photos, inspection, the doctor concluded that the normal condition. By the end of 2008, "Plum Blossom" full-body pain, often unconscious, but the doctor's conclusions remain the same. "Plum Blossom", said the hospital is her death sentence, "I would like more live longer, but now I can only live a few months."

Yunnan hospital瑞奇德Xu Mei Chang confirmed her words, Xu Mei with a "plum" in January 2008 data of the CT condition, the performance of very angry, "In fact, cancer cells have been transferred at the time, but not serious if treated in time, and now it is two different things, but her illness made it very clear to show the film, any能看明白doctors. "However, it is obvious that the three doctors diagnosed as" normal. " Delayed treatment because of time, in January 2009, Plum瑞奇德came to the hospital, extensive systemic metastasis of cancer cells has been, and even the spine have been eating off cancer cells.

a smile to Heaven

but the pain is under way, "plum" still have no choice to give up life, "so I do not want to wait death, I hope to be able to make their own contribution to the final. "After careful consideration, she decided to create their own blog, and users with the interpretation of the meaning of life; with the community to think together about the relationship between doctors and patients. From the beginning of April 9, "Plum Blossom" open "blog plum", has been released Bowen 14. In these articles, the plum of the medical treatment of cancer patients to tell the experience of the psychological distance they have the hope that through the blog for the whole community more physical and mental health care of women, concerned about health care reform, concerned about how to make China a more complete health care system so that More people and families happy, happy, do not regret happen again.

"Medical nearly three decades I have never seen such strong and good patient." Xu Mei even "great" word to describe the female patients, "in the know that the disease was delayed caused by her friends and relatives believe that hospitals should be prosecuted, but I am judging the possibility of them winning a lot. but she refused after consideration, she felt that the remaining time should be used as a more meaningful , she just hope that the hospital can be a lesson from her, on the other in charge of the patient's condition that a little warmth to the patient. "Xu Mei told reporters," Plum Blossom "Despite their own serious illness, but often to help others, she encourages other patients overcome the disease, love life, concerned about the condition of other cancer patients, and gives recommendations. In her blog back in, there was a 26-year-old bone cancer patient expressed despair, "Plum Blossom" He taught not only immediately, but also expressed their willingness to help the patients. "In her, you do not feel the fear of death and grief is about to leave, you will only be deeply moved and shocked." Xu Mei said, "Plum Blossom" has access to the brink of death several times, each time she will be with family, friends and medical staff to embrace, to tell you not to sorrow, to prepare themselves to heaven. "I firmly believe that she can enter heaven, if there is heaven, then." Xu Mei, told reporters with tears, "Plum Blossom" less than a month remaining life.

death dignity of life blog

"I pray for her mother, hoping for a miracle, my mother can be recovered ... ..." "Plum Blossom" 14-year-old daughter Ran-ran every day in her mother's blog message, the children can be naive to think that at all times to allow the mother to feel the love of her own mother could not bear to leave on. "The whole family in the hope that the emergence of a miracle, we reached a consensus, may not be able to choose, but we can choose to face the every day happy." "Plum" always show tender affection for her husband looked at his wife.

"Plum" to open the blog immediately raised concerns of users every day to about 3000 users browsing blog, and a large number of messages, almost all were "plum" of the brave, strong, kind-hearted and moving forward in good faith. Some users found a variety of prescriptions and treatment program, hoping to help patients; some friends and "plum," the exchange of medical knowledge, and "Plum Blossom" the status quo of China's health care reform; more users are brought to bless and encouragement to "Plum," a speedy recovery. User's message is a "plum blossom, you have to strong, we are a group of university teachers, we are now every day for students to see your diary, your diary of spring like the wind blowing through the winter and let the students know not to give up power. Thank you you, a great mother. "

is said," Plum Blossom "had you ever thought of using" snow "under the pretext to quietly, quietly go, perfect white. However, she eventually opted for the "Plum Blossom", the reasons for that, "for mill mud and fallen into dust, only Shannon as before."

editorial comments: "dead blog" to illuminate the lives of others to extend

"grind away for the dust into mud, and only incense as before." a very long period of time, this word to My image is superficial, "春泥into more护花." Now the breast cancer patients, "Plum Blossom", let me read the words beyond the real "护花" spirit.

from the treatment of cancer patients to leave this world, the mentality in their treatment plays a crucial role. Their relatives suffering from a colon cancer, was initially very optimistic attitude, and actively receiving treatment, his condition under control. But three months later, the doctor's saying "nothing to do, and go home to eat and eat," let his heart plummeted, the whole thin down all of a sudden, almost did not recognize it. Before I left that night, the South is coming snowstorm ... ...

supposed silence everyone has the right to choose to extend their limited time. However, there is no plum, she used a "dead blog" to record the time and fighting cancer, with their smile and personal experience to illuminate the others, and thus a continuation of the sense of another's life. "Plum Blossom", Ling Ao-xue Han, in the face of stern winter open, smile on a cold winter, but also in wither the moment, so that the legacy of human余香. Left behind, not only optimistic about the resistance of their own footprint, but also tolerance, the spirit of friendly fire to others. Believe that the mentality of plum infected hundreds of thousands of patients, the plum blossom will continue to need to fire the corner of Bright. - Yu-lin